Hello! :]

I've been deep in thought over here, and now decided to write everything off my chest. I just need to empty my head...

So. As everybody has probably seen from the deviations I've added, I went to the Tokio Hotel concert in Greece. It was on 9th October in Athens. I loved it. I can honestly say that it was one of my best (but also the worst) days of my life.
I saw my babies, who I've loved for over two years now... And it was just incredible.
Bill was amazing. Tom was amazing. Georg was amazing. And Gustav was amazing.

That's short of all I have to say about it... I just... I dunno. I just don't know, as simple as it sounds.

I'm kinda confused inside. I've been since the concert actually. It turned my soul upside down, and now I just can't get it back right.

Anyways, what more have I say? Oh, I saw my love, Angie, in Greece. She was also pretty amazing. No. She wasn't amazing... She was more than amazing! She is the person I love the most from the people I've met through internet, and well. She is one of the few persons I really love muchie-muchie! So the time we spent together was amazing.

Um... Also... I just had a short break from school (one week). It got over today. And honestly; I'm already overstressed with school. How can it be possible? I just hate school so much. I think it's the worst thing a person could ever participate.

Ugh. I just... kinda have no emotions in me right now. Or well, I have. I'm kinda sad at the moment. But i know that in 30 minutes I might be the happiest girl alive. And I have no idea where these mood-swing are coming from. I'd say I was pregnant, if I didn't know better...

OH! I also have tickets to another Tokio Hotel show! This time I'm going to Finland. And I'm gonna get the front row this time. I don't care what it'd cost me... I wanna see my babies nearer than in Athens... I was 3rd row, but before me was also the VIP zone... So I kinda was in like... 14 row? Ugh. That honestly sucked. I was standing on my toes the whole time and my toes still hurt (a month later!).

But yeah. I dunno. I'm kinda confused. I'm miserable, as my 'mood' is saying under the journal... I think that it fits my mood-swings the best, cuz I just AM miserable because of it all. I hope it's some kind of autumn stress or whatever, but yeah.

One thing I'm kinda happy about though, is that Tokio Hotel's next single is 'World Behind My Wall'! I love this song... I'm also listening it at the moment.

Anyway, I shut up now... No one probably read this here anyway, so I better go to bed and sleep myself into a better mood...